This is version two of the blog, which currently contains 107 published posts. To some extent, this blog represents the creative excesses of a design enthusiast who is somewhere in the process of applying to grad school, working at a law firm and resides in the Financial District of New York City.
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So, I was in Seattle last weekend – great fun and I’m glad I got to spend time with my cousins. We went to a TON of happy hours, and Seattle is actually really nice (lots stuff to do, but still has greenery, is clean and there’s public art everywhere which is cool). I also got to hang out with my niece and nephew (once removed) Charlotte and Duncan, the two most adorable half-Chinese and half-Australian kids ever. The weather was perfect. I’m also excited about going to Florida for Memorial Day, but I’m pretty sure I need to not eat until then if I’m going to put on a bathing suit thanks to all those happy hours. Oops.
Traveling tends to wear me out and to leave my life in a state of general disarray, so I have been trying to go out less and to take care of some apartment stuff (cleaning, etc.) and administrative life stuff. So, yeah, I’ve been pretty anti-social lately and will probably stay that way for a little while. I just need to recharge.
Christina’s last day was on Friday, and I am utterly and totally heartbroken. For a while there when we were in the same office and pulling crazy hours, we were spending literally 50-60 hours a week together. I’m so used to consulting her on every minor decision and to confiding in her about … just everything … I feel like my life is going to suck a little (read: a lot) until I get used to it. I’m going to have to find things to occupy my time during the workday, though I’m not sure what. So yeah, it’s going to be pretty quiet at work unfortunately. And Ron’s gone this week. Sigh. Bleh.
Otherwise, things are pretty calm. No pressing life decisions looming up ahead, and I’m drama-free … for the time being, anyway. I’m looking into moving costs and housing options and thinking about whether I should try out for the Chicago Law School Winter Musical or for Scales of Justice, which is their law school a capella group. It’s dorky, I know, but I miss singing, and I REALLY miss performing and being on a stage.
Oh, on a side note, I found the funniest birthday card when I was looking for a card for Christina’s Going-Away. It’s a picture of a birthday candle and it says: If someone tried to ruin your birthday, I’d ruin their life. Happy birthday.
Well, I thought it was funny, anyway. Alright, I’m off to bed. Tschuss.
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I’m going to the University of Chicago for law school! It’s been decided, and I am more relieved than I can explain here.
Figuring out my next step has been exhausting, thrilling, stressful, uncertain and, well, all other sorts of adjectives, but I feel good about this, though a bit apprehensive about how hard it’ll be and how cold Chicago will be. I was at more or less a complete impasse until I had the aha! realization that a lot of my indecision had been stemming from my reluctance to give up my life in New York and uproot myself. But I’m determined to be back and, really, it’s nine months out of the year — now I’m just excited to choose housing, buy a UChicago hoodie and to find out what my 1L classes will be! (I know, the peppiness is nauseating, but cut me some slack. Life decisions are hard.)
I definitely realized that I’m glad I took time off, even if I did end up arriving at the conclusion that I’d anticipated two years ago. I know that I’m in a much better mindset to be able to succeed in law school — more focused, etc. I had time to figure out some stuff about, you know, life. I met a lot of wonderful people. I definitely have a clear idea about what I want and can expect out of a legal career, and I also have a better idea of what to or not to prioritize in law school and later on.
So, yeah, big week for me.
Getting out of career-planning-mode, I also had an IB Hot-Pot Party at my apartment when DK was in town, followed not long thereafter by IB Hot-Pot Party Part Deux to finish up the remaining food due to certain … miscalculations … of ideal meat to people ratios. (Ahem, Amy.)
We also had a farewell party for one of my co-workers at Havana Outpost, which has great margaritas. Yum. It was a lot of fun, but I wish I remembered more of it. I’m told I enjoyed myself, so that’s good, I suppose.
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My cousin Caroline came by to visit recently from California, and so I finally got a chance to see her – yay! We ended up going out the Friday before Easter only to discover that our bar of choice was – gasp! Closing early!? Wtf, New York? That’s what’s supposed to make you different from shitty cities like Boston. Come on. But anyway, I had a great time hanging out with her that weekend — we even got to see Mama Mia for about 20 bucks (standing room only), which was a fun time.
One of my favorite things about being in New York City in a job with fairly little responsibility is that there’s always people coming and going and it’s easy to make time for them and to take weekend trips, too. So, the itinerary for the next month or so –
Next weekend, Daniel, who I haven’t seen in over three years now, is dropping by for a visit. The weekend after, (the fantastically talented) Brooke will be here. The week after, I’m going to Seattle for a cousins’ reunion, minus Caroline, who’s off to China. And the week after that it’s off to Florida to hang out with the Emory/Just Loop It gang at Dan the Man’s place in Sarasota. And then, the following weekend, FINALLY, my sister is coming to visit! Which has been a long time coming — so, it’s shaping up like the next month and a half will pass by pretty quickly.
On a less upbeat note, but still pertaining to the topic of comings and goings, now that our two-year stints are up at the law firm, the old guard will be moving out to be replaced by newer, more bright-eyed and bushy-tailed legal assistants. Today was Peter’s last day which was great for him and sad for us, and it looks like at some point in May, Christina will be leaving the firm, which I know is going to colossally suck for me.
Also, I really need to figure out what I’m going to do about law school. I’m a little (read: very) heartbroken to leave New York, but it just seems way to expensive to stay. Even apart from tuition bills, the cost of living is really hard to justify if I have no income. Honestly, moving was not an easy process for me, not unlike how moving to Atlanta was for college. I feel like I finally created some sort of life here and now it’s time to go. At first I was considering just moving home for the sake of getting out of my job, but due to cost considerations, it makes more sense to just stay, work and only move once when it’s time for school — wherever that may be. I found that I was actually a relieved to be sticking around a little while longer.
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I’m on a bus on the way back from Charlottesville — I was at the University of Virginia, to be exact, home of the Cavaliers, or the “Hoos” as they refer to themselves. While UVA was lovely, getting there was … not. I got to Penn Station around noon and realized I had left my wallet in a different bag. Sigh. I ended up missing my bus to D.C., which caused me to miss my transfer to go from D.C. to Charlottesville.
While there are a LOT of ways to get from New York to D.C., there are only a few ways to get from Charlottesville to D.C. Namely, Greyhound, Amtrack (sold out) and by Air (very expensive). I ended up taking a Greyhound at 2:15 AM to arrive at Richmond at 4:30 AM. Then, I went from Richmond at 5:30 AM to arrive at Charlottesville at 6:50 AM. I finally, finally got to Sleep Inn at 7:30, unpacked, took at shower and called a cab to get to UVA at 8:45 — just 15 minutes before registration ended and with no sleep. I looked pretty rough that morning, haha.
Anyway, the rest of the trip proceeded much more smoothly, I really liked the current students I met, and I was really excited about the IP Law Curricular Session thing I attended, which reminded me of why I wanted to study law in the first place. The professor discussed why or why not and based on what grounds comedians would or could have a cause of action against other people who stole their jokes, haha.
OF course, I know I’ve been talking about not going to law school, but as much as I want to work in publishing, I do think I’d eventually want to go to law school – in which case, I’d rather do it now than later. Furthermore, I do think practicing publishing law wouldn’t be a complete impossibility from the sounds of it, which is still what I’d love to do. Most importantly, I like the idea of practicing law, which at the end of the day is what should determine whether someone does or does not go to law school.
As for UVA, while I am undoubtably glad I went to visit, the trip really wasn’t determinative. My main reservations are job prospects, location and diversity when it comes to UVA and honestly, I still have those fears.
So that’s where I am. Law school applications are behind me, and law school deposit deadlines loom ahead. I’ll see in the coming weeks how the situation develops.
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So, there’s been a variety of guy-drama going down in the past few months, and it’s been a bit of a complete wreck. Like a total fucking mess. I wish I could undo some things, and I think I misread some situations and realized too late that certain things would actually matter. Also, alcohol, used incorrectly, is a dangerous thing.
I could say a lot about it, but for various reasons discretion is required and because it’s not classy or ladylike to blab about these sorts of things (not that I usually describe myself in those terms) and because I honestly just sort of don’t want to talk about it, all I can really say is that I’m really starting to realize that I have a lot to learn about relationships and such, especially considering that I’m not really a kid anymore.
I’ve always shunned those teen magazines and Cosmopolitan and that sort of stuff with their articles about dating and “ASK A GUY” sections and advice columns. And I’m sure I’ve also ragged on self-help books and just corny stuff in general. I know I’ve always had a sort of fierce pride about not being dependent on other people. And I think most people who know me would agree that I have a very obvious aversion to being vulnerable, probably to my own detriment.
But at the same time, I’ve always said, even when I’m feeling like a complete gunner about work, that at the end of the day I never want to be a complete workaholic and that my personal life is important, more so than my career. I guess my point is, I think it’s time I started figuring things out that don’t have to do with banking regulations, law, coding errors, organizational systems for research or logic puzzles. I’m not really sure how to go about doing this, but I guess acknowledging the issue is step one. I think.
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So, I’m in the process of changing around my life plans, once again. I’ve done this a few times now, but each time it’s hard and scary and tiring. The first time was deciding to join the Journalism Program at Emory, a decision that was made a few days right before the deadline for applications.
The second time was after I decided to drop advertising and marketing in order to switch to a finance concentration in the b-school (resulting in me not being able to finish the journalism major) — that decision took place during add/drop/swap during the first semester of my senior year.
Later, around second semester, I made the decision to go to law school and applied to about 20 law firms in the span of a week and booked a flight to New York not long after to interview with a bunch of firms for paralegaling positions.
Now, here I am again, starting from scratch again. Each time I have to convince people that I know what I’m doing and that I know what I want to be doing. I think this is the right decision for me. Books are the only thing that have ever really stuck. Sigh.
I’m pretty much in the thick of the hard and tiring part — applying for jobs, figuring out how I’m going to make ends meet, scheduling interviews between work obligations. Christina and I got a new person in the FIG paralegaling crew, Emily, who we think is great and we’re really happy to have her, but training her is turning out to be quite a drain of time and energy.
I’m trying to keep my spirits up, but between general work stuff, training Emily, applying for publishing jobs, applying for secondary (paying) jobs, dealing with law school financial aid issues, dealing with certain health-related issues, waiting for responses from law schools, dealing with personal life issues, dealing with more personal life issues, dealing with other personal life issues — I just feel spent. I want to spend a weekend in my bed watching chick flicks and finally finishing reading Murders in the Rue Morgue, which I always seem to get interrupted from, even though the whole thing is so short. I need a vacation.
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As tends to be the case with all good things, an elaborate prank that the corporate boys at work cooked up some three months ago finally, finally came to an end. It was basically a hoax to convince one of the other guys, Peter, that one of our other co-workers was a disabled homeless man that shouted lewd things and performed various other…acts outside the Goldman Sachs building. I’m not entirely sure why guys are so into things like hobos and zombies, but boys will be boys, I guess.
It’s hard to explain, but it actually got to be pretty entertaining to hear him talk about this hobo that they nicknamed Otis for the past few months. We finally ended it yesterday, and the finale was extremely satisfying — Otis attempted to chase Peter down Broad Street while Pete tried to talk him down.
Anyway, I’m glad Peter was touched by the effort that went into the prank. And, despite my initial resistance to the idea, Otis will live on in our hearts.
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So, I haven’t been posting a lot recently, mostly because my computer is broken (the screen freezes unless I bend it at an angle — weird, I know) and HP has told me that it would cost $400+taxes+parts to fix. Obviously, I’m not going to spend what could likely be over 500 dollars to fix a three-year-old computer that cost less than a thousand dollars to begin with. Assuming a five-year rate of depreciation, $500 would be well over it’s current value. It’s a bit of a racket seeing as how Hewlett-Packard also has the highest hardware failure rate of the leading notebook manufacturers. It was relatively cheaper, but given that my last HP laptop also had similar problems and the screen died out shortly after it hit its 3rd year, I don’t think I would get another HP notebook.
In fact, HP has a 3-year manufacturing failure rate (as opposed to accidental damage) of just over 25% compared to Asus, Toshiba and Sony which each have failure rates hoving just above or below 16% over the course of the same three-year period. You can see the results of that study here (PDF file), though, it’s coming from a vendor of warranty protection plans, so take it with a grain of salt.
But aside from discussions of the book value of my laptop and manufacturing failure rates, I have, however, as a result of its shitty hardware, been reading more instead. Here are some of the recent ones.
Oryx and Crake by Margaret Atwood. Loved this. I’ve never been a huge fan of dystopian novels, mostly because anything taken to an extreme is bad, I think, but this world is so carefully constructed and her writing is so readable that it was hard to be such a cynic about it. I think my favorite part was the relationship between Oryx and Sandman. It’s an alternate reality; if you’re into that you should definitely read this (and probably already have). Otherwise, just read it anyway cause it’s good.
Girl’s Poker Night by Jill Davis. Eh. My sister gave this to me a while back. It was better than the average chick lit but not by a lot and not really worth reading unless you particularly are in the mood for that stuff.
My Name is Red by Orhan Pamuk. Huh. I liked this book in theory. I liked that it was almost a philosophical (regarding art) mystery. It’s a story about a murder among a group of miniaturists (read: artists), set in the Ottoman Empire (it’s translated from Turkish). The idea is that they are working on book of illustrations that reflects a style that is considered to be sacrilegious in that it is considered idolatry, detracting from the glorification of God, etc. There’s more to the plot line than just this, but the main character, Black, investigates by speaking to the suspects regarding their views on various aspects of art, and at the same time the unidentified murderer discusses his thoughts as well. Theoretically, you should be trying to figure out who is the murderer based on these discussions of art philosophy. It was good in terms of writing, pacing, etc., but I think my appreciation of this book is largely on an academic level. If you think you’d enjoy theoretical discourses on art, for example considering what “is” art and whether things like personal style detracts from art and the representation of “truth,” then you’d probably love this book.
The Mysterious Affair at Styles by Agatha Christie. Always good. I think this was the first Hercule Poirot novel ever. I thought I would be over my Agatha Christie phase by now, but I guess not.
Bel Canto by Ann Patchett. Very Oprah. Obviously unrealistic. But entirely enjoyable. A group of rich important people get kidnapped by terrorists who are good people at heart.
The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society by Mary Ann Schafer. I liked reading this, minus the romance. Its seems like a solid novel who had an editor who forced in some contrived romantic plot line so there would be was more of a plot arc, but it was just distracting. It’s about the German occupation of Guernsey (not fictional), as told through a conversation in letters (entirely fictional). It begins when a writer receives a letter from someone from the island and ends up conversing with various people to find out about their experiences during the occupation. It’s Hallmark-y in it’s way, but interesting from a historical perspective.
Baby Proof by Emily Giffen. This was sitting on my self for, like two years. It’s chick-lit, but I liked the premise of this book, mostly because I liked the idea of exploring the trade-off between decisions about kids and someone you’re into. Oddly enough, it was something I recently had a conversation with someone about so I finally picked it up and went ahead and read it. Overall, it was pretty good as far as this genre goes, but the ending was such a disappointment and waaay cheesy.
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I promised, like three years ago, to Jessie that I would read something by Barbara Kingsolver, who she says is one of her favorite writers. So, true to my (procrastinating) word, I finally got around to and finished The Poisonwood Bible by Barbara Kingsolver earlier today.
I’ve been trying to mix it up in my reading repertoire terms of genres. The Poisonwood Bible was more on the serious side of drama. For the most part it’s set in the Congo during its short-lived bid for independence from Belgium. However, the story actually spans three decades and is told through the wife and four daughters of a zealous preacher, Nathan Price, who move to a small village there, Kilanga, to do missionary work. As one expects with these sorts of fish-out-of-water-type premises, it changes them more than they change it. However, it’s well written and thought-provoking in other ways, though it is clearly bent on challenging certain Westernized, I guess, attitudes for lack of a better word (the author doesn’t use such terminology, thank goodness) and on criticizing the U.S. and other foreign involvement in the economic and political affairs in the Congo.
While most of the story focuses on the difficulties of the Price family, the political/social message comes through in bits and pieces and finally comes to light more fully as they are forced to flee. In short, Belgium colonized the place and essentially handicapped the country (by not allowing non-whites to get an education, not building infrastructure, etc.). After the people rose up and demanded their independence, President Eisenhower, in cahoots with other foreign leaders, gave orders to have the elected leader of Congo assassinated because these leaders of white men were unhappy with the negotiations regarding the sale of the country’s natural resources (diamonds, in particular). They fixed the following election to have him replaced with a puppet figure instead and corruption ensued (the U.S. began building a power system in Congo they knew would fail in order to saddle the country with billions in debt, ensuring that the flow of resources would be unhindered in the future). There are also non-politically geared messages in the book as well — about people, human nature, etc.
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Season’s Greetings — thought I’m a few days late for that. The holidays went by swimmingly. I dragged my New Year’s cohorts to The Mermaid Inn in the upper west side for dinner, and it was actually quite delicious. I recommend it, but the portions are on the smaller side. We did a champagne toast watching the ball drop on television, but we could see the fireworks going off in Times’ Square from the balcony, so that was funny. We never considered actually going, however, because apparently the area gets so full that they close it off by around 3:00-ish, so you’d have to wait outside for at least 9 hours (and it’s been snowing this whole weekend), so there was no way we were ever going to do that.
Christmas was spent doing hot pot at Bo’s apartment. I brought back the FIG-mas tree at work. It’s a small Christmas tree adorned with hand-drawn and colored logos of some of our main financial institutions clients. It’s also got some gold ornaments and in lieu of an angel, there’s a little lawyer finger puppet at the top. (It’s actually Franz Kafka, but it’s the closest I could get.) I would post a picture, but given our non-disclosure, I could theoretically get in trouble for disclosing who are clients are (even though it’s well known, but whatever).
Overall, it’s been a fun holiday season. Going to Panama helps, haha. I’m really glad I got law school apps out of the way before it started or else it would have been significantly less fun. 2010! w00t!
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